Is it the real deal or the fake rabbit

A Missing Piece

A study has confirmed it. It starts as a walk whilst I am bored. Then another and another. It returns to me. A secret I kept from her. The escape came in the form of a walk. A cloak to hide the truth. What is in the truth. She knew the truth I new the truth and most importantly SHE new the truth too. So why the sudden outburst in walking again. Is it the samething it was last time. The answer is Yes. Simple isn't it. To lock away our feelings for one another. In that secret we keep ourselves locked away from each other. LOVE. is that the secret. Why can't we have it when we most desperately want and need it. She and I both know if it were to have started differently we would be together. I won't deny myself the pleasure of her company any longer. But she will continue to hide herself form me. The connection is strong and our feelings apparent. I will miss the times we had and most importantly miss the times we could of had. Until that day I will think of her as if we had just met.

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